Loniless gets to me almost everyday. Even though I enjoy being alone sometimes, it’s gets frustrating when all you are is alone. So I think about my options, do I take the little amount of attention I get from the people that call themselves my friends(which aren’t many) but seem to have forgotten what really being a friend is about and are always focused only on their lives or do I beg for attention from the one person I care about but doesn’t seem to feel the same way about me? Neither. I just stay still. Stay Alone. Thinking about other people living their lives, getting frustrated because I want to be a part of them but can’t. When is it my turn to really live and not just exist?